It's Sucks To Be In Mr. Klutz's Shoes
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Sunday, September 14, 2008, 9:21 PM


Hmm.. This post is specially for my dear sweet Naha. I know it's been quite a rough year for u and month, knowing lots of things had been going on in your life, as much as i do wanna help u, i know i can't and i hate seeing myself being helpless and lookin at ur condition rite now. There's nothin i cud do to salvage ur relationship with him, and as much as u want him badly and me seeing u guys together again, i only cud be ur listening ear.. I wrote somethin for u, hopefully, it might mean somethin to u, dun do anythin stupid babe... Ain't Worth it..

As the time passed,
What else is there can i trust?
I felt clueless, helpless and living in disgrace,
and you juz left without a trace,
no remorse & no sign of concern,
did u let all the happy memories juz crash and burn?
I'm kept in the dark and nowhere else to turn,
My heart kept inflicted by itself but is there somethin i'll learn?
You were my everythin which i thought i'm gonna spend my life with,
After wad happened, i'm lost, and felt that i couldn't breathe,
It's never easy to be myself without you,
I'll never get over u cuz it's not an easy thing for me to do....





xoxo clumsy mrklutz signing out..

Friday, September 12, 2008, 10:38 AM

Hi readers, yesterday was my official ORD date!! Yoo-hoo... I missed my Pink IC!! Yeah freedom! Back to reality now.. hmm... so wad now? wad's next? New friends, new life, new experiences and of course new beginnings...







It's Bom's Bday!! yes the 1 in the glasses, tht's Bom, i didn't or shud i say i forgot to ask him how old he is but he's a year older now. But i know he's like 3 or 4 years older than me i think... haha... Or more!! Haha!! Kiddin, anyways, yes, ytd, we celebrated 3 occasions of course, 1st it's obviously the B'day boy, myself for ORD and Rafiz, the model who went for NS and juz POP-ed! Haha, and yes he's darker now, like african child already. Hehe, look wad the sun did to him to the used-to-be-fair guy.. haha.. Anyways, those who attended are as follows : Billy, Jot, Ina, Naser and girlfren, Fareez the host and did i miss out any1? oh yes Aee!! Haha, it's been a while most of us haven't seen each other, and ytd was like a reunion and we caught up a lot, and shared a lot of laughters, loud laughters tht boomed the Starbucks @ Suntec. It was funny, hilariously stupid, we laughed our hearts out..

And Naser hate my stupid hair, haha, thanks Nas, btw, guys, i need an opinion, should i keep my hair long? I mean i nvr kept long hair b4 even b4 NS as well, but i thought i cud give it a shot, but the problem is, i dunno wad kind of style shud i do? Flat? Spiked? (not possible) Nerd? hmm, ur opinions matters ok... Haha...

Oh yeah, on the side note, did u know tht my fren Danny, his blog i meant, was mentioned by the director of NUM, yes my boss caught his blog for complimentin about the store in wheelock, i was surprised when i read the email, of all blogs, Danny's??? grr... Hahaha... It's not a bad thing that he complimented abt the store, but dan, thanks, now ur blog has been spotted.. hehe.. dun come askin me abt the details, cuz tht's all i know abt.. hehe...

Ok till the next entry...

Btw, my advanced birthday shoutout to Mr. Shenzi, my NUM Boss... Happy Birthday Sir!!






xoxo clumsy mr.klutz signing out....

Sunday, September 07, 2008, 12:57 AM



Let's rewind back to 2004. There was a boy by the name of Afiq who he influenced me with Japanese Hip Hop band, and i'm still lovin the song. Enjoy the video, even tho u dun understand it, click on it, it has lyrics. I remembered i was a BIG Japz Music! Hahah!! Enjoy!! Don't mock me ok.. hehe... I still think it's best Jap Music i ever heard...

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Thursday, September 04, 2008, 7:38 PM

I felt the pain,
I never felt ashamed,
The voices in my head is driving me insane.


What I've been through,
Living here without you,
Wish i felt it was true,
But there's nothing more i could do.

Mistaken for not listening,
Here i am grieving,
I am juz a human being,
Yet here i am resenting.

It's never been easy,
To think that I'm not behaving responsibly,
There you are judging me,
Be in my shoes and you'll see..



I'm havin a very bad week, even though lookin forward to ORD, and now i'm writting crappy poems which i'm not sure what jibberish shit I'm talkin about and i juz wish some1 out there could juz here me out..


I need a friend..








xoxo clumsy mrklutz signin out...

Monday, September 01, 2008, 5:47 AM

See that pic there? That's the 515am mrklutz's wakey face with his half naked body(yes, eww..) juz got up from bed, why and what is he doing up early in the morning? Well, It's the month of Ramadhan people!! Yes, it's the fasting month for us muslims and yes, we gotta do this for a month, I'm glad that Ramadhan month is here, it somehow makes u cleanse from any hatred, or angst. Not trying to deny i am a guy filled with vulgarities sometimes, that's why i'm happy, at least i can have more patience around my aura and avoid using all the *toot* words, well, gonna ORD next week so at least i dun get annoyed with my colleagues at the fire station. Haha!



Yes!! ORD, next week!! Woo-hoo!!! Sept 11, yes i know, it's a memorable date to commemorate your ORD and at the same time about the tragedy back in 2001. Shall not talk abt that, i dun wanna get bombarded for any politics here though.. Anyways, yeah wow, i left like about a week man. Gosh, i felt like i just entered ytd 2 weeks before the fasting month where Asri, Eeks and Shadan sent me off for my enlistment. Wow. 2 years now eh... Time does travel fast.

I remembered during my FFC(fire-fighting course) it was like 2 weeks before Raya, the training was quite intensive and strenuous exercises that was being carried out, most of the guys in my Rota, Rota 1 that is, gone too weak, that they don't really care about fasting, that juz drink and eat right in front of the people who are, i mean dude, if u wanna do that, show some basic courtesy man.. Well, there's only like 3 of us among the 30 malay muslims who fast. The rest, hope, is done. I dun think they are into fastin either knowing that they always brag about clubbin at MOS, partyin and drinkin away with their gfs, so, i'm not that surprised anyways, i remember some even asked to chinese to buy food for them too, a little of cliche there don't u think, well that was back in October 2006.

Fasting month in 2007 in station was much more interesting or rather should i say ironic for most of my colleagues (firefighters especially) in station, well usually right after our scenario drill @ 930am, there'll be CA(chemical agent) drill, gosh the drill that i mostly loathe about, well it was conducted after the nite lecture at 2100hrs, well, my thought was why the hell would they still wanna conduct that drill rite after we had break our fast? i mean do they want us to like lose the calories and cabo after wad we ate? haha... Well, not only tht, as i recalled from my colleagues especially those bad boy "talkies", mentioned that they'll fast throughout the whole month, yes they did, but only the 1st 3 duties... and the rest of it?

Well, Smokin around, sneakin to eat at one corner of the lockerroom. Haha.. I know rite? oh yeah, some even asked my chinese colleagues from Store to get lunch for them. It's hilarious i tell u, the lurid details of this madness is somehow quite overwhelming actually. haha... Aside from that it was fun too, those fire service Enciks, like Abang Nasir, Vicky and Abang Lek, they'll cook for us in the mess, like nasi goreng, kway teow. In case u guys are wondering, my station is like a kampung, don't worry, i'll take pictures of my station soon.. U'll understand.. Hehe...

Ok i hope u guys are not bored with my entry though, i know some readers will yawn away, u know who, i dun hav to mention, well my life is not all about cam-whoring and all that yeah.. haha.. On the other note, i got this message from SMFS(Singapore Malay Film Society) from facebook, damm funny i think the way they put it:

SMFS wishes all Muslim Brothers & Sisters selamat berpuasa.Sentiasa setting niat, upgrade iman, download sabar, upload usaha, delete dosa, update doa dan top-up ilmu agar boleh redeem pahala. Take care...




xoxo clumsy mr.klutz tumbling your way down...

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