Who says Being a Klutz is Easy?

NOTE: DUE TO THE FOLLOWING ENTRY, ANOTHER SUPERVISION MATURED READER SITTING NEXT TO YOU IS ADVISED.

To whom it may Fucking Concern,

this is wad u fucking sms me:

I guess u wudn't xpect to noe bout d recording tht u accidentally recorded while talking to me last few months uh? Apparently u recorded it out of goodwill. to mend things with me n rusty.

Well well, aren't u doing d opp darling? to think i actualli asked u wad d beepin sound was n u acted blur bout it. such a gd actor aren't u. oh i forgot u do acts sometymes.good acting skills u got dere, helmi of all person dear, i din xpect it to be u.im not mad, jus disappointed.

n jus wonder, hw cud sumone who actualli calls u up n ask how ure doing but little did the person knw, he has done sumting WICKED, i mus say.. oh well, it's done. it's a good thing tho tht rusty heard it. no lies from me to her. juz tht i cudnt relli remember wad i said cuz i was in an angry mood. u now hw wen pple is angry n deyy say d stupidiest thing n pple take it seriusli?

haha. n on a note, actualli rusty do wanna b fwen with me again. BUT tht was b4 d recording which i din knew about at all. too bad uh for me? congrats on ya "achievement of tryin to mend us back".. u kinda "succeeded" woohoo!! happy new year helmi.

nice noein u. :)

i received ur fucking redundant sms at 130am, and now at 0309hrs, i'm bursting my every vein of anger in this fucking dirty entry. U mess with the wrong guy bitch!! I'm fucking sick and tired of being nice now.

Let me tell u somethin, i have no intentions, none wadsoever to keep the fuck from seperating you 2. u both hav been best frens and i hate to see the crumbling friendship fall juz over one fucking stupid issue.

Yes i hav every fucking rite to be fucking angry. Cuz why? everything i did, u see in a different light, u deliberately put the fucking blame on me whereas i am tryin to put a stop and tried to make peace to the both of u.

And i am done trying, this is not the fucking first time it happened to me. It happen to me and Naha that it cost me her friendship over a breakup. Now, it's the both of u.

Juz to be clear, wad the fuck is that acting thing suppose TO fucking mean?? Danny saw how I AM FUCKING TRYING to get u guys back together, and u think it was all an act?? YES, is my damm mistake to record u maybe i wud get somethin good out of the recording that u say something fucking nice and sincere to get back with ur best fren. AND I DID ANOTHER BIG FUCKING MISTAKE, that i got involved that is none of my FUCKING personal BUSINESS!!

You juz hit MY FUCKING nerve now and i WOULD NEVER EVER FUCKING BE ABLE TO FORGIVE U AFTER THE FUCKING MEAN WORDS U HAVE SAID.

Juz to be fucking Clear, i hav never looked at u at a different way neither to RUSTY'S cuz u both are my frens. i never judged the both u, i was FUCKING neutral. and it was the BIGGEST STUPID FUCKING MISTAKE that i made trying to fix this debacle between the both of u.

Rusty, if u are reading this, u can get mad at me all u want, but i am DONE here, innocently being thrown by accusations from a SADISTIC BITCH LIKE HER.

I'm DONE BEING FUCKING NICE.

AMILIA, if u happen to be reading this, FUCK YOU!! IF u want ur boyfren to beat me up, by all means! i am done. U misjudged my intentions, my morale and my dignity. I may be Gay, but i still have a brain that i can think like a man. I'm not stupid, but wadever u juz said to me, it was hurtful and insightful. the recording can be hurtful to u, but wad u did to me, it's twice as wad i did to you. and ur sarcasm, is so fucking unrealistic, can't u do better than tht?

Btw, It's Hilmi not FUCKING HELMI!!!

IF u know wad's best for the both u, stop this childish act, grow up and do something about it. forgive and forget!!!

I need to lay low and i wanna stop fixing other's people fucking mess from now on. cuz it never will be fixed and i'm the one being blame for everything.

mrklutz has cracked. . . . and i hav the right to be angry..